in the mood for love

March 22nd, 2009 by b3akins

Fourplay feat. Phil Collins - Why Can’t It Wait Till Morning

I’ll never get bored…BWUAUAHWUAHUAHHAHAA….

March 16th, 2009 by b3akins

Baby Pongo

oopssyy woopssyyy

March 15th, 2009 by b3akins

Another two months have passed without me serenading stories in this lovely sanctuary. Well, didn’t wanna miss a single moment with Nez when he was here…but he’s away now, ‘tho I’ve found a job at this hell hole n gotta spend every night multitasking (finishing my work n satisfying demanding boyfriend =P), I’ll have more of me-time like this morning (done my job n Nez is still asleep =P).

How are The Bunnies?
Two are better than ever, the rest are all RIP. God bless. Told ya on my previous post, I bought six bunnies, three died n I bought another three to complement those left…but in the end, only two of them have survived huhuhu, I named them Winter and Hero =)

Since Winter and Hero are male and they’re big already, I just bought another two females, hoping they all would survive and thus raise a family…heheheh *lagi2 crossing my finger*

How am I?
Working now at this private company in which my predecessors claimed -in my perception- to be a hell hole. Been two weeks. I was trained in my first week, quite enjoyed the courses, learned a lot…but entering the second week, as an MT I should agree on where they would alocate me, so here I am in Importation & Logistics div, handling a bidding project all by myself. KaDiv said I should act as the Project Manager, which is a challenge…BUT, I’m truly scared n my heart keep beating faster everyday, dalem hati “SAYA INI BLOM PERNAH KERJA, PAK!!”. Goddamnit, klo ada kesalahan bijimana? Yasula…yg gw sebel, desk gw oke bener tapi no computer, no internet. Ain’t it a HELL HOLE?

Ok gw akuin, berlebihan sih. I complained too much. Geez…

Udah ah, bangunin Nez dulu…

cute lil bun bun

January 12th, 2009 by b3akins

Bought 6 bunnies several days ago at Pasar Barito. I let them out the cage everyday to play around my backyard so that they won’t get bored n frustrated. So far, four bad things had happened:

1. Apienk got jealous of them n sempet nangis n ngambek sama gw karena itu. Ga percaya?

2. They ate mom’s Anthurium(s).

3. Nez terabaikan (dan sering kali kena omelan gw for being a lazy dad for the bunnies hahaha)

4. The naughty one, called Walls, fell into the pool. Terakhir kali gw cek tadi sih masi jump around. Moga2 besok pagi still six n hyper than ever. Crossing my fingers XD

I’ll introduce them one by one later =)

Mutus Kato’s photos =)

January 3rd, 2009 by b3akins

that rhymes!

enjoy… =)

Mutus Kato, Dec 27th 2008

time flies

December 25th, 2008 by b3akins

It’s Christmas everybodyyy!!

I don’t celebrate Christmas since I am a Muslim, but I like the festive feeling of it (n any celebrations, actually)…so Imma give ya my fav song, “Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas” by Lionel Richie (originally introduced by Judy Garland).


=))

Anywaysss…My two favorite boys are arriving today at almost the same time. Time flies, doesn’t it?

Sigh.

And people been asking how I feel towards the day!! “dag dig dug?”, “deg deg an?”, “Nervous?”, “Grogi?”, which I simply answer with a shrug (n an almost-laughing-sarcastic-smile within my heart). Truthfully, I feel numb at this moment. Tired. Exhausted. Stressful. n everything…n I miss Nez, excited that I’m going to see him soon, but I don’t hip hip hooray like I’m supposed to. Why?

Again, I shrug. Maybe I should wait. I already know the feeling of not able to breathe, n I hated it. Maybe bcoz I hate it, I can control it now…or maybe I have too many things to be taken care of, n I kinda ignore the feeling? but anyways, I knew it will happen sooner or later. I WANT TO FEEL IT.

aaaa…time is running out, gotta go to the airport. Moga2 Nez ngasih surprise dengan bodynya yg bertambah massa. *crossing my fingers*

I shouldn’t complain too much about my life

December 23rd, 2008 by b3akins

coz this box right here…is one of the many reasons why…

=))

“Tante ud janji sm mama itu hadiah u mba bea, slmt ya, sukses acrnya. luv, tante amy”
- Amy Atmanto -

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I’m not opening the box for Apienk, so, neither of u will get to awe at it now. See the magic it will do on me when I’m in it =))

Told ya, this is the best part of this whole thing!!

Alhamdulillah……ya Allah…

inviting

December 18th, 2008 by b3akins

Several days ago, I chatted with a univ. friend n told him that I’m getting engaged. Surprisingly, he asked me with whom I’m getting engaged with…“Temennya Tony yah???”, he said, nervecrackingly. N I calmly answered : “sama Edward Cullen”. Sadly, he didn’t know who he was. HELLOOOO - people all around the world been screaming about him??? Ga gaul banget seh??? But later, maybe he googled his name n found out I was lying.

Heheh. Ofcourse I was lying, only that part tho…I AM getting engaged. But not with Edward Cullen, ofcourse, although it would be an amazing idea!!.

Anyway…

While I made this, Nez n I discussed about what business we both should run in the future. Uhmm, not discussing actually, more like…imagining the unreachable(s)… =P

But, why not? I can do this all by myself n Popo’s lil help with the cutting…n I’ve helped my cousin n her friend designing their wedding invitations couple years ago. So, maybe…this might be option 1… =))

n since I can’t stand the beauty of this card (n bcoz u’re our friends), u’re invited!!

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Pls do come to our Mutus Kato ceremony
(define:mutus kato in google n u’ll find none hehe)

Satuday, December 27th 2008
07.00 PM till drop
Jl. Musholla no.24, Kemang, Cilandak Timur
Jakarta Selatan 12560

Your presence and blessing would be a great honor for us.
And a delightful pleasure, ofcourse =)))))))))))))

[ b3akiNs dot Nez ]

see yaa…

The Script - The Man Who Can’t be Moved

December 15th, 2008 by b3akins

This is a truly great song, a good kick on my heart…sheesh…where have they been all this time?? If a man sings this song to a woman, maaan…I envy you, girl, you must be very lucky. Termehek-mehek banget ga sihh hahaha…Sigh…I wonder if someone will sing this song to me…hihihi =P

Things like this song and all that stuffs that depict men’s sweetness (like Edward Cullen’s character hehe) makes me somehow hopeful that actually men can be respectful and treat us, women, right…although we all know none of this exists in real life…any great image playing in our mind about them remains as it is…in real life, they’re still the moronic egoistic stubborn bull-headed monster…true?

=P

So, pls boys don’t make this simply a dream or hallucination or imagination for us……be sweet n stay true…all the way…

Enjoy…A Man Who Can’t be Moved by The Script

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I’m not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don’t understand,
I’m not…broke I’m just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I’m still in love with you…

* Cos if one day you wake up and find that you’re missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you’ll come back here to the place that we’d meet,
And you’d see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I’m not moving…
I’m not moving.

Policeman says son you can’t stay here,
I said there’s someone I’m waiting for if it’s a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

*

People talk about the guy
Who’s waiting on a girl…
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world…
Hmmmm

and maybe I’ll get famous as man who can’t be moved,
And maybe you won’t mean to but you’ll see me on the news,
And you’ll come running to the corner…
Cos you’ll know it’s just for you

I’m the man who can’t be moved
I’m the man who can’t be moved…

*

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I’m not gonna move.

bring JASON MRAZ to BATAVIA…plssss

December 14th, 2008 by b3akins

Nez just found out he’s on the JJF 2009’s wish list artists…I don’t think he plays Jazz…but, whatever…as long as he comes here, that would make my day…I CAN’T HARDLY WAIT!!!

Moga2 jadi…*crossing my fingers*